Lent 5, 2010 (Year
C) Edit
Last week, as you may remember, our
Gospel Reading was the familiar parable of the ‘prodigal son.’ Jesus tells this
story in which a young man demands his half of his inheritance, and burns
through it in wasteful living—‘prodigal living’ as the title implies…
The story ends, with the long
awaited return of this son, who is greeted by his father, and his reluctant
older brother. All the same, the return is marked as a festal occasion, and a
grand celebration is given in honor of the son’s return.
This word, ‘prodigal’, because of
its usage in this story, has come to denote wasteful, and careless action.
However, the word prodigal also means extravagance or profuse generosity. So,
were we to consider the father’s loving response to his son’s return, we may
also consider him a kind of prodigal himself. In this case we see extravagance
as an out-pouring of love rather than a wasteful misuse of one’s resources.
This is likewise the definition of ‘prodigal’ that we see in Mary as she
anoints the feet of Jesus in today’s Gospel reading.
We don’t need the Gospel writer’s
help to notice that something extraordinary is happening in this story—that’s
to say nothing of the fact that we’ve only just read that Jesus has raised
Lazarus from the dead, and now sits at table with Jesus and the rest. And yet, Mary’s
act is not simply an act of hospitality to an honored guest, but is clearly an
act of deep love and devotion to Jesus. Likewise, once we realize the expense
of the oil; we begin to see at what cost her offering is given.
But what speaks to the mystery of
this moment is the even greater act of humility, as Mary wipes the teacher’s
feet with her hair. It is then that we start to understand this as an act of
sacrifice.
Who knows what the disciples were
thinking when this happened. Maybe they were used to Mary doing things that
were a bit odd. Then again, aside from from tradition and popular culture, Mary
is pictured in the Gospels as being the quiet
sister, while Martha is the one we’ve seen having outbursts. So, perhaps
everyone was scandalized. After all, not only would it be considered
inappropriate for a woman to act out this way toward an important male guest,
but to use her loose hair to wipe Jesus’ feet was the outside of enough.
Why would she do such a thing? Was
she overcome that her brother Lazarus had only just been restored to life
again, and this was her way of thanking Jesus? I suppose it could be that,
however, we’re told that in raising Lazarus that Jesus only incited his enemies
to want to kill both him and Lazarus. Besides, Jesus explains that this is a
preparation for his burial.
Whatever the reason, though, I
imagine, as the place was filled with the scent of perfume; the humility of
Mary’s sacrifice made it clear that all of them had been drawn into sacred
space—a space which has been facilitated by this beautiful, generous gift.
But, this moment is all too brief before
Judas raises the question: ‘Why was this perfume not sold and the money given
to the poor?’ Our narrator is quick to point out that this is typical Judas. He
is a man that the Gospel writer maligns as a liar and a thief.
So we may imagine that even as he
asks the question, he’s twirling his mustache, and picking his teeth with a
dagger.
But now that the question is out
there, we might actually wonder the same thing. While his intent was wrong,
Judas still makes an interesting point… Was the cost of this perfumed oil worth
the brief moment in which it was used, when it easily could have been sold for
the benefit of the poor?
It is a sensible question. In fact,
there are some of us who wish that the Gospel writer had spared us the
parenthetical statement about Judas. It almost feels like a way to distract us
from the reasonableness of the question.
Based on an article from the Interpreter’s Bible series, the 300
danarii would be the equivalent of about $60 today. That’s give-or-take a
decade or so of inflation since the article was written, and also the
possibility that the article was written in the U.K. So, you may want to factor
in exchange rates.
Anyway, all that is to say, I can’t
estimate how much help three hundred danarii might be to the poor in Bethany.
But in this context, where Mary has offered such a rich gift, and has displayed
such humility to Jesus; we find that we’re missing the point if we get lost in
Judas’ apparent concern.
After all, the oil was not his. It
was not something held in common that Judas should have any say about how it
should be used. And if we pay attention to the generosity with which Mary
offers this expensive oil, or her humility in wiping Jesus’ feet with her hair;
we begin to see how Judas missed the point.
It is true that the oil was an
expensive gift, however, when given in love and devotion to Jesus, it became a
sacrifice. And as is necessary of any true sacrifice, (whether it is two small
coins from a widow, or Joseph of Arimathea’s new tomb) it is always something
of great value which is given, because the giver’s heart goes with it. This
particular sacrifice was Mary’s prodigal act of love, and is one which should always
challenge us in our own devotion to Jesus Christ.
For most of us, sacrifice is
something that we only talk about in abstract terms. Sacrifice is the subject
of having to choose one thing over another or the offering of time in our day.
But when we begin talking about those things which are due to God, we become
far less comfortable. Somehow talking about giving things over to God
sacrificially, and no longer maintaining control or claim on them makes us very
nervous. After all, we can always reschedule our time, but to offer something to
God is far less superficial.
What is more difficult is that in
our call to follow Christ we’re asked to offer nothing less than our whole
selves. Maybe it’s because the note never seems to come due that we feel like
the long walk of faith isn’t such a difficult one—our own crosses
notwithstanding. However, what we forget, to our own detriment is that in every
generation, we as the Church, are called to be living sacrifices to God. This
business of saying we lift our hearts to the Lord is more than call and
response in the liturgy—it’s an affirmation that we’re giving ourselves again
and again back to God. By such a proclamation, we say that we are no longer our
own, but are marked as Christ’s own forever.
There is nothing simple about
responding to a call to Christianity, especially when we count the cost of
choosing God. Although some might say in our age and culture that faith is fine
as long as it’s kept in proportion to everything else in life. And yet, the
sobering reality is that Jesus was the cost for God to choose us… That’s to say
that the sacrifice of Jesus is a gift so overwhelming that it has the power to
transform the world, and is at the same time a stark reminder of why we can’t
ever take faith for granted.
So, how does Mary’s act of love and
humility speak to us about matters of faith, today? Well, I suppose it asks us
to consider what a life that was given more generously to God might look like.
Maybe we’re challenged to imagine what it would mean to be prodigal in our own lives of faith, and in our worship. Perhaps
it’s even a question of how extravagant our love for Jesus Christ could become.
Whatever emerges for us, however,
if nothing else, It’s my hope that this story (which John’s Gospel uses as a
transition into the Passion
narrative) will be a preparation for all of us for Holy Week (which starts next
week). And as we’re reminded that the life of Jesus was poured out as a costly
gift—a sign of God’s love for us; I hope we’re also reminded of Mary and her
gift of oil to anoint the feet of Jesus. I hope we can be reminded that while
there’s nothing beyond our own lives which we can give to God in repayment for
our lives, whatever we do give should be given generously with our hearts.
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